Hey Jack-

I just needed to let you know that I just read your article on crystal meth, and I found it very moving and has helped me. your article helped me because, I am an Alcoholic and a drug addict and have been clean and sober for two years, it has been very hard for me lately. I am currently in therapy, and I got this therapist because I wanted to do some controlled drinking and using because AA just was not doing it for me anymore and, she has yet given me permission for me to go out and to help me monitor ny using; very recently there has been some messed up thinking in my head.

I have been to other bareback websites, and some of the others have the "PNP", (party and play) question and up until just recently I have been steering away from those people that answer yes to that question. However, I saw an ad of a really hot looking guy with a big cock who did "PNP" and I found myself asking him what he would like to party on and if he could accomadate me while we were together. Alcohol, coccaine, and crystal absolutely brought my life to the brink of destruction, and took away my HIV negative status. Since becoming "sober", I go to college, have a 3.5 GPA, never bounce a check, and always take my meds without missing a dose. My mind starting thinking just this once, I can party and handle it, and it will be hot. Well your article moved me to the point where I have rethought that position and decided to stick with my sobriety. I pray when I am low and feel the need to "party", I will try and go to a meeting but, if I am in a bad space I will hopefully get to your article again and pray that it has the same effect on me then, as it did now.

thank you for your writing

Martin